It takes a long time to become the person you want to be.
Practice being a kind, caring and giving person. Doing so will assure you become the person God was hoping you wanted to be. Focusing on these three things will shorten the time it takes you to get there.
The Spirit of the LORD will come powerfully upon you, and you will prophesy with them; and you will be changed into a different person.
1 Samuel 10:6